It is when we start to question everything that we open up the possibility for healing, growth and personal transformation.
This website is my story. It is meant to inspire you along your journey as I simultaneously continue my own quest of healing, growth and transformation.
My story is unique and will test the boundaries of how you think about yourself and the world around you. Through my own experiences, I’ll show you that life is more vast, amazing, loving, and complex then most people care to imagine.
I was never a spiritual person, nor was I religious, but I believed that there was someTHING else out there. The problem was, I never experienced that thing which made it not real to me. I had never lived my life on blind faith or beliefs that didn't have an experiential component to them. I needed to feel it, taste it, and be it to make it real and when I finally had these experiences and explored these other realms of existence, they became just as, if not more real to me then this physical realm we exist in our everyday lives.
I was a successful serial entrepreneur who was striving for and accumulating all the material possessions society tells you will make you happy, only to find that I wasn't happy. I went through a really rough time in my life where I lost my mom, dad, brother and best friend in a short amount of time. This series of tragedies was coupled with a business that was failing and a bender of drinking, promiscuous behavior and partying that completely sent me out of balance and off center. I found myself spiraling down a slippery slope: I could see my demise just around the next corner. Since I could see it there was still a part of me that wasn't completely tied to the idea of self destructing!
It was on a bright, sunny and hungover Thursday morning that I decided to choose me over the life I was living. Without really knowing what that was going to look like, I started to re-design my life. That was the single best decision I have ever made and the beginning of what would be the most amazing journey of my life.
There isn't any conclusion or end to this story, because this journey is who I am and will continue to be. So much healing has happened—growth beyond what I thought possible—and personal transformation that still amazes me. I have experienced a different perspective on the entire idea of existence and what it means to be alive, to be human, to be spirit and embody love. I have truly felt God, navigated the different realms and dimensions of the existence of my being, been in union with spirits, been given angels and spirit animal guides, reconnected to my Mom and Dad’s spirits, and I have shed so much crap that no longer serves me which has led me back to myself, truly finding me for the first time. Now that is my true exploration, of self and all of the universe that is contained within me.
Much of this website is focused around my exploration of consciousness through the use of sacred plants, such as Ayahuasca and San Pedro, along with trips to sacred sites around the world studying ancient civilizations and cosmologies to better understand the universe and self. I have dedicated my life to this journey, and this website enables me to share it with you. Thanks for taking the time to join me!